原来我很想要再飞的感觉。。
我还以为我对篮球没感觉了。
现在才知道。。。它才是我朋友。

受了伤却不投降，相信付出会有代价..代价却是一句- 傻瓜..
但。。。
没关系。。。我心肝情愿当个傻瓜~
我想要再相信她。我等你。

what is maturity..
everyone keep saying this person or that person or whatever person.
some of the girl said ," wao~ that guy so handsome , so cool, funny joke ,so gentle,good in music....
well~ i dont give any shit from them.
however ~ it doesn`t mean if everyone have that ability.some person wants to try hard.
but it still hardly to be popular.
one thing...a couple they are loving each other.just a certain reason.they have to compuosorly to separeted ,and then one of them would changed their mind.
some would changes bad or good.my experiensence. i was dumped by girl as well.
i shaved bold for my suffering.but it couldn`t be help. it just make you couldn`t forget each other.now.. i have no idea what can i do. i only just training myself to beat that baster. i only can do quiet.talk smootly. and think properly.

in conclusion...i think if you know those thing ,or you are funny, speakable,rich.it doesn`t you are maturity. i think is the person wouldn`t give up until the end,and the person have a stong warming soul to bring it people to the happy life. i think this is maturity everyone has to

feeling suck...
i found that...i really tired to act like a difference person.
no matter how i effort to get back. it still running far away from me.
i just wanna to know....is it...i cant be like jonathan ? josiah? lucas and some of the person.
i really really feeling upset...
friends getting light....
she...left me away,hurt me deeply...
seriously.....i very weak...
i cant do everything for my parent and my love. i do not have a capable to sufficient for them...
i`m very useless all the things..
i really how to say it out. i always like to keep the secret in my heart.
well...
i feel better now. hope in 2011 would not getting worst in my life

新的一年~新的开始！
虽然我不想提~
但~过了就过了~
希望你在kl好好读书，不要乱玩和花钱。
最重要是。。。安全就好了。虽然他比我有钱比我安全可能比我更好。
但~希望你们也过得幸福

好了~说到这了。就是酱了。。

新的一年新的开始。
虽然算是mature了，但我不快乐。
利用让我失去珍惜的东西换取个人性格。是最令我可恨的事情。
我失去朋友。
我失去第一个，连第二个也保不住。
家人分散。
现在的我，很孤独。。。
以前孤独时候，我已经感受过了。
我还以为我得到。还以为我已经摆脱了。
但我又跑到原地了。。。
我已经很tired了。。。我的目标一次一次的打击。。。

我真的好希望。。不要失去了。。我很希望你们回来。。
wan,jun lng, 哥，jiejie,还有其他。
我真的真的。。。很希望你们回来。。。。

亲爱地~
不管怎么样，我们都要熬过来好吗？
有什么不开心的都告诉我
我绝对愿意分担
别忘记天平座最看不顺眼不公平的事~
什么都你一个人在扛算什么啊？
其实我并不介意
是不是男女朋友关系
有没有在一起
对我来说嘞
最重要的是我们彼此知道我们是相爱的
我也不介意年龄问题
其实能不能沟通才是最重要的不是吗
不要在意时间长短
只要真正付出过
即使到最后没成功
觉得对得起自己
回想起来也不会后悔
不就可以了吗
别管一开始就面对很多的困难
别管以后可能要被逼分隔两地
把现在能做的
做到最好
就可以了。
あきらめない！がんばってください!!!

i dont care how bad you are.i just wanna be with you.
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