feeling suck...
i found that...i really tired to act like a difference person.
no matter how i effort to get back. it still running far away from me.
i just wanna to know....is it...i cant be like jonathan ? josiah? lucas and some of the person.
i really really feeling upset...
friends getting light....
she...left me away,hurt me deeply...
seriously.....i very weak...
i cant do everything for my parent and my love. i do not have a capable to sufficient for them...
i`m very useless all the things..
i really how to say it out. i always like to keep the secret in my heart.
well...
i feel better now. hope in 2011 would not getting worst in my life