当我最失落的时候，
当我受伤的时候，
当我孤独的时候，
当我被人冷落的时候，
当我伤心的时候，
当我最需要你的时候，为什么你不在我身边....
老实说....我真的不能顶了....我害怕会变另一人了
为了习惯不要想你时候，我拼命忘你的一切。电话，fb,回忆，和对你的promises...
我一直一个人到现在还是在想你。。。
我不知道什么时候候真的真的会倒下去，我也真的真的不知道你会不会还在乎我。
我到现在只能pray了。。。我到现在真的很想念你。。。

vexed again zzz...

In my word "as long as you willing to face reality,you can transcend reality"
This is the word to remind myself! Do not give up!

Next to you lyrics

[Chris Brown]
You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream,
There's not a thing I won't do.
I'll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I'll be there when you're insecure,
Let you know that you're always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Chris Brown]
You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That'd be mine forever.

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

[Bridge]
We're made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we'll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I'll be there

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

如何说呢。。。
那天晚上。。。。

你好漂亮。。。。

算了~还是忘了吧~

懂得放心的人 找到轻松

懂得遗忘的人 找到自由

懂得关怀的人 找到朋友

不懂什么。。我看到你的笑容我就感到好温馨..
找你的时候，我可以把任何事可以跟你说。。
但。。难免会想起来但已经late了。。
以前的我太依靠你了。。
现在的我。。没有你依靠我想要学会独立。。
我对不起我没能力去promise你想要的。。。
如果真的有缘的话。。真的有机会的话。。
如果老天肯给我机会的话。。我想和你开始过。。
哈哈~如果真的能话就好了。。 这就是我的愿望了。。。

If one day,I became indifferent,please remember that you said you are buzy when I need you.

If one day,I became arrogant,remember that no one treates me as a friend.

If one day,I do not care about you, please remember that nobody has care about me.

If one day,I would not laugh with you, remember,you did not ask why I do not happy.

If one day,I do not care about you,remember, I have aways been crying and laughing alone.

If one day,I am all despair, remember, once you always let me down.

逃避不一定能躲得过的，
面对不一定最难受的，
孤单不一定是快乐的，
得到不一定可以长久的，
失去不一定不再有的，
转身不一定是最软弱的.
不要急着说你别无选择.
其实世上没有分只有对与错.
很多多事情的答案都不是只有一个.
所以 ~ 我们永远有路可以走的.
你可以找个理由难过，但你也一定能找到快乐的理由.
我承认我也错了,但我也正在赎罪...
我也希望你能对自己好点吧。

反感...

老实说我真的很反感。
你认识的我我会做假吗？
你要当小孩当几大？
你什么时候会成熟？
虽然我很高兴你有很多朋友陪你！
但是。。在你眼中。。我是那种人吗？
你知道吗？？我拼命比赛~难道我还是在你眼中是假吗？！
我拼命不是为了pizza or 什么！是为了我自己！
我承认我很Weak! 我体力不比以前好! 但我只想为了自己没尽力去的东西做完而已！
我很失望你酱说。。。到头来你还是不了解我！

我什么不要说了！我不想再理人了！一个俩个是一样的！

我可以放掉一边吗?

老实说我为什么逃避？难道我不能和她做朋友吗? 我是怕了伤自己吗。。。

明明一样Class.我为什么不看她而自己恨自己。。。

我正regret还是为了这而可惜。。

我要为这流多少的Tears才学会坚强。。

Very failed man....
I didnt do anything also have to argue with her...
really dissapointed. it just make us even worse...
I had no idea what to do now...I feel regret!
If I dont chase you first,it wont be happend..
I raelly damn tired...I really dont enjoy my school or everything..

I dunno about my feeling.It is really hardly to forget you...
I hope everything would be return.
but...
too late...
past is past....

Haiz...feel extreamly embarassing and dissapointed...
Our relation became even worse....
I just continue my old plan that`s all....No point to expect she would return..
just...I felt very guity about her...

看到几个人变好多了。。听了他们说了尽历和想法觉得有点可惜。

反让我想起以前的事和我梦想。。。

我记得那位老师的话。

老实说对我来说就是废话。

每个人有权力追求他们自己幸福和梦想。但是因为一个成人的话而换了。

有你以后得到最好，你能肯定一定开心吗？

连老人说他们感到遗憾。。

成人的话虽然有道理，但每个人有梦想。虽然你们是过来人，那难道你们要让他们做后悔事吗？

人家老人他们活了70 or 80。你们只不过40 or 50就以为是。

我懒得管你们说我不现实还是说我笨。

只会放弃，只会被牵着鼻子的人是没资格对我说教。

心有点心酸的感觉...不知道为什么..无言.....

i felt piss off right now....

i know is over...but how could you and him can be like that..

i have no idea where this feeling come from...

very damn angry! f....k!!!!!!

I thought I could take not to see you and talk to you for a week. But in my heart, I realized that I am nothing without you so I need to talk to you and see your pretty face every single day my love because you are like my breath and without you I cant live...

It`s been half year ago.
I felt i`m already changging.changging to bad or good it doesn`t mind.
I only know i`m the person become more coolest and ruthless.
In fact~ i tries to hiding my inner character.
i do not mind what you guys think.
becouse this is me. chuan lin~

=)

i appreciated that you guys gave a benediction and gift=)

thanks !!!! love youXD

i hope that you`ll be the first one to wise me happy birthday.

but...

i think it quite imposible to me.

i wise...it will dream come true....

by the way..i only can wise you on the blog...

sorry ~ i`m so pluckless!

well... happy chinese new year.

hoping you will remember me and my birthday

原来我很想要再飞的感觉。。
我还以为我对篮球没感觉了。
现在才知道。。。它才是我朋友。

受了伤却不投降，相信付出会有代价..代价却是一句- 傻瓜..
但。。。
没关系。。。我心肝情愿当个傻瓜~
我想要再相信她。我等你。

what is maturity..
everyone keep saying this person or that person or whatever person.
some of the girl said ," wao~ that guy so handsome , so cool, funny joke ,so gentle,good in music....
well~ i dont give any shit from them.
however ~ it doesn`t mean if everyone have that ability.some person wants to try hard.
but it still hardly to be popular.
one thing...a couple they are loving each other.just a certain reason.they have to compuosorly to separeted ,and then one of them would changed their mind.
some would changes bad or good.my experiensence. i was dumped by girl as well.
i shaved bold for my suffering.but it couldn`t be help. it just make you couldn`t forget each other.now.. i have no idea what can i do. i only just training myself to beat that baster. i only can do quiet.talk smootly. and think properly.

in conclusion...i think if you know those thing ,or you are funny, speakable,rich.it doesn`t you are maturity. i think is the person wouldn`t give up until the end,and the person have a stong warming soul to bring it people to the happy life. i think this is maturity everyone has to

feeling suck...
i found that...i really tired to act like a difference person.
no matter how i effort to get back. it still running far away from me.
i just wanna to know....is it...i cant be like jonathan ? josiah? lucas and some of the person.
i really really feeling upset...
friends getting light....
she...left me away,hurt me deeply...
seriously.....i very weak...
i cant do everything for my parent and my love. i do not have a capable to sufficient for them...
i`m very useless all the things..
i really how to say it out. i always like to keep the secret in my heart.
well...
i feel better now. hope in 2011 would not getting worst in my life

新的一年~新的开始！
虽然我不想提~
但~过了就过了~
希望你在kl好好读书，不要乱玩和花钱。
最重要是。。。安全就好了。虽然他比我有钱比我安全可能比我更好。
但~希望你们也过得幸福

好了~说到这了。就是酱了。。